STARS TONIGHT

fall for me, stars tonight
put quite a show on for the world
streak the skies endless
for this melancholic girl

fall for me, stars tonight
let me not be the only one
who has fallen hard and forever
without a soft place to land

fall for me, stars tonight
like tears in beers, fall fast
fall endless as i have fallen
into sadness everlast

fall for me, stars tonight
flare up this darkened world
blaze the skies endless
for this disenchanted girl

Kung ikaw ang Liwanag...

Pakislapin mo pang higit
ang taglay mong sinag.
Bulagin mo na lang
ang mugto kong mga mata;
na ayaw ng lumuha pa
o magluksa sa siphayo't
kadustaang nadarama...

Kung nariyan pa ang poot
at alab mong dumadarang,
sunugin mo na rin ang
nananaghoy kong dila.
Pigilan itong makapaglitanya pa
at maisatinig ang mga taghoy
at bagabag ng konsensya
dahil sa kabulukang nakikita.

Kung magkakagayon,
hindi ko na lang masisilayan pa
ang mga daluyong at lagablab
na salimbayang kumakaway...
pumipisan sa sinilabang diwa.
Nagbabadya ng trahedya
sa lipunang lugmok
at tigmak sa luha ng pagdaralita.

O! kaypalad nilang bulag
na wala nang nakikita.
Walang galit na nadarama.
Walang kuyom na kamaong
isinusuntok sa duguang lupa.
Walang sugat ng hinanakit
at sinimpang ngitngit
sa nagpupuyos nilang dibdib.

Sa bawat buhay na napugto,
Sa bawat dilang naumid,
sa nilagok nilang tubig
ng takot at panganib.
Sa bangungot ng pagmamalupit
nilang mga haring kumikitil
sa daing at panaghoy
ng bayan kong tumatangis!

Kung ikaw ang liwanag...
bulagin mo na lang sa iyong sinag
ang mugto kong mga mata.
Idarang sa iyong apoy
ang nananaghoy kong dila.

Kundi mo man ito magawa
hayaan mo na lang ako
na maglambitin minsan pa
sa iyong mga silahis...
mangarap ng laya
mula sa aming pagkahapis.

Madama ko man lang...
Mapatotohanan ko man lang
na nariyan ka lang sa aming piling
tumatanglaw sa amin sa gitna ng dilim.

Alay

Hahawiin ang ulap

at ipakikita ang bahaghari.

Sa panahong kailangan ng tibay,

Letra'y magsisilbing tungtungan at gabay.

Gigisingin at imumulat

sa katotohanang nagaganap

sa mundong puno ng galit

kapayapaan ang tanging hangad .

Hindi pa ma'y natapos na,

mga pangarap at halakhak.

Pag-ibig na wagas,

bakit sa isang iglap,

nawala ng lahat?

Higpit, kakapit ka

sa bughaw na alaala.

Sabay sa iyong paghimlay,

namulat yaring mga mata.
Hiningang hiram,

buhay na alay,

pag-asa at pagmamahal

sa iyo ibibigay.

Katotohang salat sa kalayaang wagas

nagniningas na alaala ang sadyang

naiwang ilaw at lakas .

Tila alikabok,

nawala ng bigla,
mga buhay na sadyang mga walang sala.
Malakas na pagsabog ang nagmulat nga,

sa mga matang natutulog,

luha'y di mapigil sa pagtulo.

Igpaw ng damdamin
hindi na napigilan.

Liwanag na hanap

Sa dilim natagpuan.

Sa gabok nagmula

Nilamon ng luha

Amang mapagpala

Kayo na po ang bahala.

Anong kagandahan

ang maaangkin?

Dugo at pangarap,
hindi na maihahambing.

Tama bang sa inosente kailangang manggaling,

Pagkatok sa hustisya na may gintong dingding?

Sa layo ng narating ay

nadinig pa rin,

mga palahaw at daing

na mga kapatid natin.

magpanting man ang tainga,

sisihin man ang dapat sisihin,

wala namang magagawa

kundi ang manalangin.

(Salamat sa mga sumuporta: Pen Palaboy, AnnaKris, Tony, Joanne, Tantrum, Maj, Zkey, Bj at Ironman)

Fallen

If ever I remain fallen
It is by choice that I will not rise
If by rising my blistered lips
Will but cease to kiss
The imprint of your sole
And my bruised forehead
Desist from touching
The very tips of your toes

Let me be fallen
If by remaining prostrate
My sallow arms
Could but brush against
The skin of your heel
And my broken back
Carry the weight of your step

Let me be fallen
If by being stricken
I remain naught
But the rag before your feet

I Miss You

Everyday and every night i fight this feelin inside
Every morning when the sun touch me it keeps creepin inside
Loneliness and sadness keeps pullin me down
My mind surrender and die
My heart says i need you around
Makin myself damn busy to all of those damn thing
Keepin the pain and just mindin my own thing

But then i realized that i gots to keep clear
Gotta tell you how i feel
Gotta show that its real
Baby girl you know youll be forever be my boo
Nobody can replace the love i had for you
All the time we spend together
It seems to last forever
But now im breakin down
And i need you girl around
I miss you

All i want is for this love to last forever
And all i needed is you and me together
But you walked away and never came back
And all i gotta do is just cry lay flat on my back
Memories of good times when we are still together
Rememberin the time when we love to see each other
Its from the time that id walked you home
Until the time that i wish i could take you home

But now your gone
Baby girl and i need you by my side
And there are tears and heart aches
that i wished that i could hide
Its your lips and your kissin the life that were livin
I know i aint dreamin coz its your love that ive been missin
Im twisted girl without you i get drifted
For all of my life its your love that i have waited
I miss you...

Panorama

i looked outside my window
i saw a stranger in the dark...
i felt scared and empty,
for there is no one at my side

shadows loomed before me,
echoes drummed inside my ear
chilling shrills molded me
into a dark and hazy fear...

loud craks of thunder
illuminated the dark story of life
changing lanes at the crossroads..
going left from right

is this the fixed direction
of this haunted soul?
i never knew any corrections
given to me by those fools

i stumbled at last..
into a rocky tavern
mildy light and beaten
real witness of the unseen....

Last Cigarette

i remember myself desolate
and you, desperate to have me
eating up all the promises
in the palm of your hands

i remember as if
it's all in the past, as if
you're not in my bed, as if
i've not made you my world while it lasted

and you reach but can't touch
anything further than flesh
and i fake a soul to surrender
and drown my tears in cigarettes

i remember other hands
that tried like yours do
rough and rushing, impatient
to have what i can no longer give

i remember them like
they never really were, like
dreams forgotten in wakefulness
like i remember you

while you reach but touch
nothing more than flesh
and i fake a soul to surrender
and drown my tears in cigarettes